RANSVESTIA

Suddenly Jim Eaton's private, intimate feminine escapade was shattered as the telephone rang. He hesitated, then picked it up, sat down and crossed his legs as a good girl should, and it was Kathy Miller asking why he had been so distant the last few weeks.

"Jim, I've wanted to talk to you, alone, both of us together, alone," Kathy Miller pleaded.

"I can't now," Jim Eaton said. "How about later?"

He felt better in a dress, his depression was gone, yet he feared Kathy Miller might extract from his very soul his secret of secrets.

"How about your nice, cozy place and fix me one of your wonderful steaks, if I bring them, and some wine," Kathy Miller proposed. "I'll be there are six, and you be ready to talk to me, you recluse, you," she told him.

"O.K., I'll be here," Jim Eaton told her. "I miss you," he added.

Kathy Miller hung up and Jim Eaton stood up and realized he was dressed as a total girl, since talking to Kathy had moved him back in time to where his male self lived. So he pushed back just a bit to let his "girl within" peer out into the real world of Jim Eaton's comfort- able apartment. Two hours from now, he noticed by the clock on the wall. He had not purchased a girl's wrist watch, but you bet your sweet lacy panties, my dears, he had bought everything else. Even a nightgown!

Well, what to do, the girl-boy asked him-her self. Swish about and enjoy his first experience that he had longed for over many years. Now, what happens next? Who knows any guy who loves girls who also loves to be like a girl in girl's clothes? The gays play at being women and dress up and talk in high voices and have limp wrists and attract other gays, he supposed. Jim Eaton was most heterosexual, and this inner demand, this basic deep need to be in feminine attire confused the young man no end as his male desire for Kathy Miller and his female desire to be totally feminine were in direct conflict. Or so he supposed.

Golly, I'll have to hurry he thought as he looked at the clock on the wall. He quickly began to undress, but he heard something begin to

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